Carissa
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Oh Carissa, when I first saw you, you were a lovely child
And the last time I saw you, you were fifteen and pregnant and running wild
I remember wondering, could there be a light at the end of your tunnel?
But I left Ohio then and had pretty much forgotten all about you
I guess you were there some years ago at a family funeral
But you were one of so many relatives I didn't know which one was you
Yesterday morning I woke up to so many 330 area code calls
I called my mom back and she was in tears and asked had I spoke to my father?
Carissa burned to death last night in a freak accident fire
In her yard in Brewster
Her daughter came home from a party and found her
Same way as my uncle, who was her grandfather
An aerosol can blew up in the trash
Goddamn, what were the odds?
She was just getting ready
To go to her midnight shift as an RN in Wadsworth
And she vanished up in flames like that
But there had to be more to her life's worth
Everyone's grieving, out of their minds
Making arrangements and taking drugs
But I'm flying out there tomorrow
Because I need to give and get some hugs
Cause I got questions that I'd like to get answered
I may never get them, but Carissa
I've got to know, how did it happen?
Carissa was thirty-five
You don't just raise two kids and take out your trash and die
She was my second cousin
I didn't know her well at all but it don't mean that I wasn't
Now to find some poetry
To make some sense of this, to find a deeper meaning
In this senseless tragedy, O Carissa
I'll sing your name across every sea
Were you doing someone else's chores for them?
Were you just killing time
Finding things to do all by your lonesome?
Was it even you who mistakenly put flammables in the trash?
Was it your kids just being kids?
If so, the guilt they will carry around forever
Well I'm going out there to get a look at the landscapes
To get a look at those I'm connected by blood
And see how it all may have shaped me
Well I'm going out there though I'm not really needed
I'm just so broken up about it
How is it that this sad history repeated?
I'll return to Ohio, to the place I was spawned
Going to see where I hung with my cousins
And played with them in the snow and fished in their ponds
Going to see how they've grown, visit some graves
And say, "Hey, I've missed you"
Going to find out as much as I can
About my little second cousin Carissa
Gonna go to Ohio, where I was born
Got a 10:45 AM flight, I'm leaving tomorrow morn
Going to see my aunts and uncles, my parents and sisters
Mostly I'm going to pay my respects to my little second cousin Carissa
Going to Ohio, where I feel I belong
Ask those who know the most about Carissa
For it is her life and death that I am helplessly drawn
Carissa was thirty-five, raised kids since she was fifteen years old and suddenly died
Next to an old river, fire pit, oh there's gotta be more than that to it
She was only my second cousin but it don't mean that I'm not here for her or that I wasn't
Meant to give her life poetry, or to make sure her name is known across every city
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