Sometimes I Get so Low
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[Verse 1: Novi Novak]
Young minds are the hardest to protect
That's why my eyes are scarred more than any other flesh
It's from shit that I seen that done made me hate me
Thoughts I ran from that always chase me
People hate me or love me
They words need a mask sometimes, it gets that ugly
But I'm alive so it's all lovely
Plus I got two meanings when I say that my father above me
My insecurities just make me plummet
Without my flow I'd kick my bucket
And I won't lie inside bottled up from it
I'm as empty as a super model's stomach
[Hook: Novi Novak]
Sometimes I get so low
Looking at my life like, where did it go?
And oh
And sometimes I just don't know
Just a day at a time and I'm taking it slow
And oh
[Verse 2: Novi Novak]
Socially deprived, so socially inside
It's ten times harder to have a good girl by my side
I feel socially weird or awkward
And can fight like my life depends on it but talk nerd
Smooth as soft serve swerved
So rest assured
Emotion is stirred supers from the verbs I word
Oh, you ain't heard?
I inspire, cater to it
Help you through your ups and downs
This elevator music
But, there's break downs from going 8 rounds
From people dogging me that just won't stay down
So now they proud, saying "Who gon' save ya?"
Cause I'm barely above water like an alligator
So, they got me thinking "What if they right?"
So I cried and wrote this song the same night
Singing…
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Novi Novak]
I just imagine a million kids rapping
Acting how I have been
Mad when they saddened
Feeling trapped, abandoned and backed in
The corner cause the world ain't never fair
And the people they needed was never there
So I put my all into these lyrics
Heart and spirit
For the kid in me I lost and the kids who hear it
Cause I know, from the second I understood I was flesh
Living in general has been Gods harshest test
And they don't know about the 30 day jobs that I done seen
Or how I'd have four at a time to save for that green
Or for my dream
For years barely slept, pumped caffeine
Man, goddamn
They don't know what that mean
So that's why I tell all these kids
Just keep going
Even if it don't feel like it's showing
Just keep that hard work flowing
Cause even I say…
[Hook]
[Outro: Novi Novak]
I don't know
I'm just gonna eat my carrots now
*chewing carrots*
Delicious *laughs*
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