A Million Miles
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[Verse 1]
Life changes sometimes it's too much
It's amazing what time did to us
I look around not knowing who to trust
Knowing that I didn't but feelin' like I screwed up
Life's harder suffered heavy
Hit from my karma to left the crack on my armor
There was a point that I could never take my eyes off her
Now I wonder who she's fuckin' like I might stalk her
Then I taught myself down from that
I'm better, never, ever bein' around in fact
Write it down in a track, pop downers and drink
Lay down and relax just surrounded by rap
Music is the only thing that keeps me from losing it
Abusing my body with drugs, plus the booze isn't helpin'
Move to a new city to lose it in
Moved away so she couldn't see what she could do to him
[Hook]
I never thought it end up like this, oh no
I'm feelin' milions miles away
I'm so distant but that's just the way that it goes
Don't tell me it'll be ok
Not gonna act normal because I know
That I'm not really willing to change
I rather just explain the way my life goes
And tell you why I am this way
[Verse 2]
Happy new years, oh shit another one
But I gotta though it out cause I love my son
The easy move it be to fucking run
But if I end up runnin' to the substances
I just end up a drunkin' bomb
Rap needs me, and so does Shane
So I tuck it away, and I won't complain
This happy face hides a tortured brain
But there's a lot of people like me who are sorta the same
No pity parties for me, we really party
I'm missin' Carlie but honestly we
We're really hardly happy acting like it's promising please
I'm too accepted fell apart and just go hard on these beats
It's gettin' harder to sleep
Cause I don't know another way to make a better life
My head is right where it needs to be with this pen I write
Focusing on the future so much and tryin' to get it right
But when I cut the lights I can't even sleep in my bed at night
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
I've become a different person entirely
Tryin' to speak on my life and how it inspired me
If I was composed there's no tellin' where I would be
I probably be better off lost in sodomy
I've always spoke my mind, I've always been honest
Told people the truth they never really wanted
It's funny how bein' real made me become a target
To faker artist who hate me cause I've made a market
Being weird, being ugly and being me
Being harsh, being drugged up and speakin' clean
Making songs about horror parties and cheffin' green
Take take offense because I'm comfortable with being me
And they gotta fake it to make it
Paintin' up with makeup and contacts
And on tracks they always claim they're creative
When they're just imitating the greats to made it work
Fuck fakin' to make it, I'mma stay a jerk
[Hook]
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