Baby Father
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Birth control never hurt a soul, it might have pre-
Vented one that wasn't meant to come. You've
Had your fair share of pregnancy scares, guys are
Fathering babies that ain't technically theirs and you'd
Like to say "seeing that affected me bare" but
Even to this day you still forget to beware that you could
Ruin your life doing your wife. There's
Always a safety net we expect to be there, but it's
Down to you making that decision in hospital
When your living conditions are mission impossible. You
Could go from washing the dishes and watching porn to
Raising a little kid that wishes it wasn't born cos
Mum n Dad never have any paper change, consider your
Possible position at a later stage, some
Obstacles are hidden at a greater range and all
Now her behaviour changed...
You been tryna holler but she shegged the requests cah the
Two lines showed up on the pregnancy test
It's
Tempting to dwell on what you did n didn't do, but
First you gotta confirm she isn't kidding you. And
You just wanna tell her straight "This don't equate to a re-
Lationship even if there is a kid in you." But
Now's probably not the time, the prospects change
Now that we crossed the line but what's next?
Can you even call it a baby? I swear it
Can't feel nuttin til the 24th week and the
Circumstances couldn't be any more peak cos you
Don't know this is not just manipulation
Tryna avoid words like 'problem' and 'situation' but u
KNOW she won't not be blunt for you so you fix ur
Face and ask her what she wants to do. She
Reckons she wants a yout especially one for you and it's
Easier after the first rocky months are through but
All you can see is more strife. It's
Her body but it's your life
So you're tryna find another pathway now cos when you're
Halfway in you're always halfway out. Its
Something u can't ignore and can't force:
Is the choice ever any more than half yours?
So ironic: this decision-making process was a
Composition of competitions between wrong
Decisions and non-decisions
Now she's doing what she isn't supposed to do () and
Basically making decisions for both of you. Cah she
Feels she's meant to be taking a strong position. But to
You she's potentially making the wrong decision. And
If she was only seeing you...
That would make her a fairly lonely lover. Now
For the first time in your "relationship"...you
Both acknowledge that you barely know each other
All YOU could do was put on protection
And avoid the common but wrong perception that
That's the only form of contraception but it
Looks so much different on reflection. You woulda
Had more patience than a hospital had if you
Could confirm you're the only possible dad
() Suspicions about lying and semen but
It's hard to reason with her crying and screaming and in
Ends our priorities are messed up, she'll idea-
Lise it so nuttin else can stand in the way and you
Can't stop thinking what the mandem will say
A family can't be planned in a day...
Heated words, you spit lava
She's forcing you to choose between becoming an
Absent dad or a shit father. Being
Stuck between a rock and a hard place is odd when
You're so confused you can't pray to God you just
Wanna go back to the yard, play some cod but
This ain't going away, so you go on and
Say exactly what you don't wanna say:
"If you get an abortion, problem solved
If you choose not to...I'm not involved" She
Goes crazy it's a miracle you survived. But
What you don't realise is she had the exact same
Conversation on the phone with her actual boyfriend...
Before you arrived. You
Think about the baby's life, if it becomes a criminal you
Know that's still gonna be your bad kid. But
Mummy's only doing what her mum did. And
You're only doing what your dad did
Four years down the line she's asking me if I'm
Gonna stick around for time. Said "I gotta
Think about this child of mine", so we both made de-
Cisions and I can't say I'm proud of mine
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